if i faint

i have never fainted before. just recently with all the work that has to be done at home, shs, admu and still more, i always imagine myself fainting. what if i faint? would it be embarassing? is it my fault if i faint? why did i ever get into this situation of me thinking of fainting? i wish these crazy days would pass. i want peace. i want to freeze time and breath. i want a normal and steady heartbeat. i want to taste my food. i want to sleep for 8 hours at night, at the least. but in the meantime, please pray that i don't faint.